BlogHide Reblurtsxaaliyahholtx in # blurtvideo • 4 minutes ago • 1 min readWhy Vocational Job Programs Don't Help Disabled People //Daily Vlogging Day 5The program I tried didn't address systematic barriers that keep disabled people out of the workforce. They gave me a counselor who didn't believe I'm autistic because I didn't fit her stereotypes.…xaaliyahholtx in # blurtvideo • yesterday • 1 min readMy YouTube Regrets// Daily Vlogging Challenge [Day 4]This video is about my regrets—things I regret doing when I started YouTube. I started back in 2016, before I was aware of these sites. I wanted to be a gaming channel, I didn't have a good…xaaliyahholtx in # vlog • 3 days ago • 1 min readIntroducing My New Daily Vlogging Challenge //Daily Vlogging Day 3Day 3 of vlogging every day to achieve my goals. In the past, I've attempted daily vlogging or blogging challenges to help fund trips. It failed due to not giving myself time to let the rewards kick…xaaliyahholtx in # vlog • 3 days ago • 1 min readWhy I Don't Make Political Content\\ Daily Vlog Day 2I explain why I don't make political content. The stigma across online spaces that not discussing politics means ignoring things, which can be dangerous for people who avoid talking about serious…xaaliyahholtx in # blog • 5 days ago • 1 min readWhy I Joined These Blogging Sites: Daily Vlog Day 1For day 1 of my daily vlogging challenge, I explain why I joined these blogging sites. In 2017, I joined due to unemployment, due to autism at the time. I saw these sites as a great way to grow my…xaaliyahholtx in # blog • 11 days ago • 2 min readMy First Daily Vlogging Challenge Coming June 1stI'm starting a daily vlogging challenge starting June 1st to help me achieve my goals. Im starting it next week to give me time to record and edit some videos. I'll unlist the videos on YT and…xaaliyahholtx in # blurtvideo • last month • 1 min readRail Signal Goes From Restricting To Medium Approach For Oncoming BNSF TrainRail signals go from a restrictive approach to a medium approach for an oncoming BNSF train. Railsignals can change depending on the conditions ahead. The block was occupied by another train. Once…xaaliyahholtx in # vlog • last month • 1 min readI'm Tired Of Being Stuck And Missing Out On ThingsNot going to lie, I don't like my current situation. I don't own a car, I use my grandma's My mom nags me when i am taking too long. I film trains and post the videos to my YouTube channel. I…xaaliyahholtx in # blurtvideo • 2 months ago • 1 min readThe Problem With Online Movements And Why I Don't Join ThemI don't join online movements due to how toxic they are. It's a cycle. Something terrible will happen, and folks will rally around the topic on social media/ Boycotting problematic companies.…xaaliyahholtx in # blurtvideo • 2 months ago • 1 min readThe Longest Train I've Ever FilmedThe CSX manifest is prepared to stop at the next signal. It's a CSX intermodal with a clean paint job (comments told me it's a rebuild). Long CPKC slowly passes through the town. The trains are…xaaliyahholtx in # blurtvideo • 2 months ago • 1 min readI Don't Want KidsI've known since I was 14 years old that I didn't want kids because I have a low pain tolerance. That was just the beginning. I don't understand why child-free women get hate. Not wanting kids…xaaliyahholtx in # blurtvideo • 3 months ago • 1 min readUnion Pacific Manifest Passes A Lunar Signal, Long CSX Intermodal On A Rainy DayA Union Pacific manifest approaches a lunar signal. This is the first time I've seen a lunar signal. Comments across platforms said a lunar signal is a restricting signal alerting of an obstruction…xaaliyahholtx in # blurtvideo • 3 months ago • 1 min readWhy You Shouldn't Shame Disabled/Chronically Ill Folks Who Don't WorkThis is why you shouldn't shame disabled folks unable to work due to their disabilites. Often times, you may be met with "you can do X job" the person deems easy/low effort. Its not just…xaaliyahholtx in # blurtvideo • 3 months ago • 1 min readOpening Up About The Harassment I Get For Being A Female RailfanI post my railfanning content on Facebook/IG reels, YouTube, and TikTok. My reels get good reception on Tikok and Meta. However, I've had some pitfalls. At times, when I see/hear certain things in…xaaliyahholtx in # video • 4 months ago • 1 min readCSX Intermodal With A Fresh Paint JobI was on time for a CSX intermodal where the lead locomotive appeared to have a fresh paint job or wash. CSX intermodal with one loco on the lead end and 2 dpus in the middle. I don't know much…xaaliyahholtx in # blurtvideo • 4 months ago • 1 min readWhy i dont talk about politicsWhy I don't talk about politics, nor do I engage with the topic. I ONLY talk about it with my mom (in private) The stigma that if someone doesn't talk about politics=they support the bad side is…xaaliyahholtx in # hobby • 4 months ago • 1 min readHeavy UP Manifest Makes Its Way In The SnowThe first video of 2025, train video that is. A UP light power move and a UP manifest in the snowy weather. Long CSX intermodal train with a CSX manifest getting ready to stop at the next signal.…xaaliyahholtx in # blurtvideo • 5 months ago • 1 min readReading My Facebook Comments: vlogmas Day 20I will be reading the comments I've gotten on Facebook. When reels take off, I get a lot. I picked a couple comments to read. They range from stuff about railroading, to troll comments to comments…xaaliyahholtx in # blurtvideo • 6 months ago • 1 min readLong CSX Manifest Passes Through Town: Vlogmas day 18While making my way, I got stopped by a long CSX manfest slowly passing through town. At this crossing, the gates go down a MINUTE before the train arrives. I wonder if that happens near curves…xaaliyahholtx in # blurtvideo • 6 months ago • 1 min readTrain Squeals Going Around A Curve, When 2 Trains Meet: Vlogmas Day 17To my knowledge, I haven't posted this video on YouTube. I arrived at an Indiana Harbor Belt local train shoving cars in a yard. When it went around the curve, the train squealed harshly. The…
